If the world disappears, I will love you in heaven

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Someone has come, someone has gone. We are still watching each other, but there was no chance to embrace again, no chance to escape…

The distance, just like a piece of paper…

We have missed each other, and it is impossible to meet again. Whenever I close my eyes, I feel lonely in my heart.

The future had be belonged to us and changed my fragments of the memory to one moment.

After your leaving, I have lived in the void. I had indulged in the Internet for long time. Playing jokes and talking with strangers on the Internet. When I used some special words that only could be understood by us, they cannot understand our language. Your name in my heart would let me feel sad at that moment. Then I turned off the computer and indulged in memory…

Love always has very strange reasons some occasions. It just like music and feeling always tangled together. I could not feel myself from aching… and I could not also understand myself why am I still missing you. Finally, I want to take pity on myself, want to leave. I do not want to be harassed by only my memory…

The sea wind in early summer let me fly. The blue sky, the white clouds, and the golden sandy beach… my mood was quiet. When I remembered you, I could sing love songs to birds flying in the sky. When I missed you, I could to dig a small hole on the beach and tell it my missing. After leaving, I thought I could forget something about you…

But when a friend gave me a CD, Elva’s song, let my tears come out.

“Because it is raining…because the moon is changing. Because the similar weather reminds me the feeling of when we fell in love with each other…”That song is only scent which I left in the past. The memory could not be forgotten. I knew that we were strangers, but I also knew that I loved you very deeply…

I came back to that city. I came back to the Internet, I came back to myself, only myself…

I would like to indulge in the love and hate. Can you understand me?

If the autumn goes away, I will love you in snow.

If the world disappears, I will love you in heaven.

If you leave me, I will love you in my tears.

If I have to leave you, I will love you in distance.

If your heart died, I will use all my life to love you.

If my body died, I will love you in my heart.

If I disappear, I will love you in the air.

If you disappear, I will love you in my memory.

Because it is raining

Because the moon was changing

Maybe it is the wind

Maybe it is a dream…

如果世界消失了.我会在天堂爱你..

有些人来了,有些人走了,仍彼此相望着,却再不能拥抱着,却再也不能逃脱…

那一张纸的距离…

我们仅是擦肩而过,却再也没有人和重逢的可能。因我闭上眼睛,就感受到那碰撞出的寂寞。

原来曾经是两个人的未来却可以在一个瞬间变成一个人的支离破碎。

在你离开后,我便一直存活在空虚里。很长的一段时间我沉溺在网络里,跟陌生人似有若无的聊天,胡闹。偶尔无意用及曾经的暗语,反馈回来的信息就写满疑问,而我心底的某个角落也刹那被某个名字牵痛。我轻点鼠标把那个陌生人拖进黑名,然后关掉电脑一个人深深的沉溺。

爱情总是和某些场景有着密不可分却又莫名奇妙的

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有些人来了,有些人走了,仍彼此相望着,却再不能拥抱着,却再也不能逃脱…

那一张纸的距离…

我们仅是擦肩而过,却再也没有任何重逢的可能.因我闭上眼睛,就感受到那碰撞出的寂寞…

原来曾经是两个人的未来却可以在瞬间变成一个人的支离破碎…

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在她离开后,我便一直存活在空虚里.很长的一段时间我沉溺在网络里,跟陌生人似有若无的聊天、胡闹.偶而无意用及曾经的暗语,反馈回来的信息就写满疑问,而我心底某个角落也刹那被某个名字牵痛.我轻点鼠标把那个陌生人拖进黑名,然后关掉电脑一个人深深地沉溺…

爱情总是和某些场景有着密不可分却又莫名其妙的联系,就像音乐总是和情绪痴缠在一起一样.我无法摆脱,也无法想像自己怎会还思念着、感应着.我终于打算怜惜自己,打算离开,不让回忆折磨以后的日子…

初夏的海风,吹的人想飞.蓝天白云、黄金沙滩,更多的时候我有着淡然的心境.偶而感触的瞬间,没有了文字的颓废,我便对天空的飞鸟唱那些情歌;偶而思念的片刻,没有了网络的感伤,我便在海滩挖个洞轻诉想念.在离开那个城市之后,我以为自己终可忘记点什么…

而某天朋友带来的CD里,萧亚轩的歌声传来“因为下雨了 因为月缺了 因为类似的气候 提醒了 相爱时的感受 ”….我的泪瞬间汹涌而出,那首歌是我留在过去唯一的线索..

记忆的固执和忘却都不再可能,我首先知道我们之间是陌生的,但我实际更知道我是深深爱着她的…

我回到了那个城市,我回到了网络前,我回到了一个人的支离破碎…

我终将沉溺这场爱恨,你又是否明了..

.如果秋天走了,我会在雪中爱你.

如果世界消失了,我会在天堂爱你.

如果你走了,我会在泪水中爱你.

如果我走了,我会在远方爱你.

如果世界消失了,我会在天堂爱你.

如果你的心死了,我会在我的生命里爱你.

如果我的身体死了,我会在我的心里爱你.

如果我消失了,我会在空气里爱你…

如果你消失了,我会在回忆里爱你…

因为下雨了 …

因为月缺了 …

也许一阵风 …

也许一个梦 …

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